Feb. 6th, 2012

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Yes, I did, for the first time in a very long time.  The bedroom isn't yet quite the way I want it, but it's almost there; just a few small things to arrange.

I have no idea what it's worth, but it's there.

Last Night

Feb. 6th, 2012 09:41 pm
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Last night, as I lay in bed, I cuddled with Celia.  She lay on my chest, her head nestled under my chin, my arms around her.

And I cried.

Celia, I love you dearly, but how I long to feel another human's touch, hear another human's voice, know another human's presence.  To exchange ideas, to share experiences.  But it cannot be.  I am Wrong.  Hyperintelligent, deeply sensitive, gender-variant, Wrong.

To those who will surely claim that "It will come," and "To be loved, one must first love oneself," realize that these are merely ways of saying "There, but for the grace of God. go I!" without uttering the words.  Know this crushing isolation, then speak!

May 2013

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